Peter

There went a serious story. Here comes the relaxing one.

I just came back home. This is 2.30 in the morning. I had dinner with Paul and 3 other really intelligent managers (who don't work for me- don't misunderstand).

I'm in the learning phase. They taught me great lesson today. Me and Paul have been really tired. One of these 3 guys is Paul's brother. The others are Paul's best friends. From now on I will call them as Jack, Peter and Paul's brother is Edgar. Jack is this rebellious chef's old boss. He feels very bad about the incident. He sent her to help us and she made him lose his face. I've seen Jack a lot.

They all are smart and easy going. Edgar and Peter, I just met today for the first time. Jack and Paul always wanted me to meet Peter. Peter is an Aris. And I always find Aris guys irresistable. First boyfriend is an aris and so is the second one. Two of them are the ones I've ever loved. True, my love life has been kind of exciting. But--hey! I'll tell ya later. A girl gotta have a secret!

Anyways,an aris is just sexy and powerful to me. I'm a saggitarius and I just need someone who can handle me in every way. Who can make me respect and give up on my ego. Besides I find their bossiness very sexual attractive to me. I'm very active about sex! (: Anyway that's not the point.

I met Peter today. He's so fucking much smarter than me and the smartest guy I have ever flirted with in my whole entire fucking life!!! Peter is this character "Sai" in this manga "Ninja Naruto". He's unpredictable. He hides his intelligence in the smoothest way. You can't imagine what he's thinking. He just smiles in every situation. He speaks softly-not too talkative. I finally understood his advice at the end of the night. He ,first off, told me his advice and I didn't even get it! How embarassing. He has this korean-Japanese looking. he's around 33-34 years old. But he looks so young. He seems to be someone harmless and shallow on the surface. He's just smart and I'm just dumb. I almost felt like he has no good advices. Almost!

The thing that drew me away from this idea is because of the story from Paul that he's this kind of person. And also because of small observations I made about him. Sometimes he seemed like he wasn't watching but he always knew if I wanted something such as rice or water ,etc. He's the one giving me an advice about "someone want to be ordered and someone don't" I'm not sure what kind of person I am actually.

I understood at one point of the night that he's not powerless when I looked straight into his eyes. He always seems to have this harmless eyes. But at that point when we got to sit next to eachother. I saw the "fire" in his eyes for a couple of seconds. Just a couple of seconds. My breath was out of control a little bit.

And underneath the personality of someone far from a player, I saw passion in his eyes that made me -even now dream of. Really, he has nice eyes. They're sparkling and powerful (even for a couple of seconds when you really look into them). They're intelligent and seem to know what you think. There's a great passion in him, I'll tell ya. I felt it for just a couple of seconds only and I knew he's only a "man". I felt it from his eyes and from the nearness of his hand when he passed me a lighter. I just want to day dream about him and wonder what it would be like to grab his hand and rip off his shirt and kiss him.

Ok that's enough. That's enough. Tom was just incomparable to him. really! Peter is the businessman- did I tell ya? Huh ok stop!

Anyway- too bad I'm too dumb. I couldn't reach into him as much. I always almost felt that he's shallow and thinks nothing, know nothing all the time. This is a prove that I just can't catch up with him. How can he be interested in a dumb girl like this!!! He should be into some smart women. May be he's not interested at all. Really, I should focus on my job.

I should focus on my job because I want to be tougher and smarter. It feels good to be smart. Not smartass. Tomorrow I have to prove this. I will talk to the head of my cheves. I like smart men. It's hard to find smart people with moral. A book says that if you want to be attracted to from a certain type of guys, you have to be one of them. May be if these kind of people are what I like, I have to be one of them afterall. Yes?? Agreed?

The night ended, They left durin the time I went to a restroom. I was dissappointed a bit. I don't know when I will meet him again. Paul said to me that they left before us because they want to show us respect that we are high level of managing directors. Such a guy's world I am in. And all I wish is the further move I should have with him. What a silly girl. Their thoughts are deeper. They want to see me a top businesswoman- a career I've always dreampt of since I was a third year in a college.

I just flirted a bit with the most intelligent businessman... (: and I got his number