Dear management diary

To whom it may concern,

Ok...You see a boss..you hate him/her. She's such a b**** You need your raise and you don't get any! They never listen. They just care if you come to work or not. Period.

Ok. I'm the boss. I don't give anyone raise unless you threthen me with a strike. but I've got my reason. How can anyone survive if my organization doesn't? I'm not just a boss. I'm the company's owner. The new company which still needs a lot of fix. Gosh! I'm tired every single day. I'm only 27- mid twenties and some can say I still have time for some fun before getting any older. Since I live in Thailand- The South East Asia where noone knows.

I used to hate bosses, too- in general. They have this distances I can't describe. They're always mean and whenever they say nice things, it's still nice things in the "I'm the boss kinda version". I hated it and so I decided that whenever I have a chance to become one, I will be nice, friendly, non distant and understanding. Yes and I did become that person. The result?- first few months, I was so much loved or I just felt it that way. Few months later, I found out that I was cheated big time around 300,000-500,000 baht ( 1 dollar=40 baht). Not much for you guys, right? But it's a damn lot for this country which give 184 baht as a daily minimum rate. The worst part is that I was cheated by the people whom I loved dearly that I thought loved me...

Human is the worst species. Never know the word "enough", "gratitude". Money/Power can buy almost anybody. When you let your guard down and be friend with them, they'll stab you right away and not hesitate to step on you to take over everything.

-------that's the first lesson I've ever learned------