What's Tom? A man? or a conman?

If the conversation me and Tom had at the restaurant was real, I fell in love. It's not like a girl VS guy love kinda thing. It's more delicate. It's more like a love for another human being, a love to my trustable general.

He told me a lot of things about his life, his mom, his childhood, his village. He passed on his mom's teaching to me. Told me how he could become what he became. he tried to tell me how much he valued the guts of one person. And the guts come from a heart. I told him a little bit of my childhood. We exchanged the reasons why we wanted to be successful in lives. and such and such and such.

He made me want to trust him. He made me feel like he's so real. A real man. He can kill and save. We came to a conclusion that because of this, we will remain a good brother-sister. he made a promise that he needed to keep. He will not make any move on me for...as long as...he calls me "boss". He said his heart is higher than that.

So if these are for real, I believe one day he will be a really great businessman and a godfather at the northern part of the country. That day I will have to marry this man.

If these are fake-- don't know what to say.

That day that we chatted, we got in a lot of troubles. My directing manager Paul who thinks of me as his sister (I mean it- really) was so worried sick about me. People kept calling me and Tom. I got 20 miss calls. I just didn't hear any phone ring as usual. Paul was thinking that Tom did this to make a move on me or something. But the conversation was nothing of flirting. We tried to explain this but noone really believed us. There was one mistake that me and Tom did. It was that this conversation was during working hours. I didn't think of it. And Tom...I don't know what he was thinking... nothing? or may be he was thinking that he wanted to do a surprise check to the rest of the workers at the canteen. Paul said that Tom should report this to him first if this really was his intention. Well...I'm just so tired of all these.

Now yesterday, me and Paul went downtown for some business. He told me that everyone knew what Tom has been thinking. Tom wanted to use me. I'm like...dude...I'm not that innocent. I may look like one but I'm not! Well..anyway this is just to inform my readers that all problems solved. I'm just gonna have to dissappear from everyone for a while. I'm tired. And I need my private life back.